SHERI'S not your star ...hehe, Sheri, i remembered! <3

i can't imagine all the people that you know,
and the places that you go when the lights are turned down low.
and i don't understand all the things you've seen,
but i'm slipping in between you and your big dreams.

it's always you in my big dreams.

and you tell me that it's over,
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover.

and you're restless and i'm naked.
you've gotta get out,
you can't stand to see me shaking.
could you let me go?
i didn't think so.

and you don't wanna be here in the future,
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past.
and you don't wanna look much closer,
'cause you're afraid to find out all this hope,
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
,

and it did because of me.

and then you bring me home,
afraid to find out that you're alone.

and i'm sleeping in your living room,
but we don't have much room to live.


i had these dreams in them i learned to play guitar,
maybe cross the country, become a rock star.
and there was hope in me that i could take you there,
but damn you're so young, well i don't think i care.

and if i hurt you then i'm sorry,
please don't think that this was easy.


then you bring me home,
'cause we both know what it's like to be alone.

and i'm dreaming in your living room,
but we don't have much room to live.

and Konstantine is walking down the stairs,
doesn't she look good standing in her underwear?

and i was thinking, what i was thinking,
but we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere.

my Konstantine came walking down the stairs,
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair.
and i've been thinking it hurts me thinking that these nights,
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere.


this is because i can spell konfusion with a k,
and i can like it.
it's to dying in another's arms,
and why i had to try it.

it's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car,
when the first star you see may not be a star.
i'm not your star.
isn't that what you said,
what you thought this song meant?


and if this is what it takes,
just to lie with my mistakes.

and live with what i did to you,
and all the hell i put you through.

i always catch the clock,
it's 11:11 and now you want to talk.
it's not hard to dream,
you'll always be my Konstantine.


Konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do.
no, they'll never hurt you like i do.

this is to a girl who got into my head,
with all the pretty things she did.

hey, you know you keep me up in bed.
this is to a girl who got into my head,
with all these fucked up things i did.

hey, maybe baby you could keep me up in bed.
my Konstantine, you spin around me like a dream,
we played out on this movie screen.
and i said, did you know i miss you?
oh god i miss you.

and then you bring me home,
and we go to sleep, but this time not alone.

and you'll kiss me in your living room,
i know you'll miss me in your living room.

'cause these nights i think maybe,
that i'll miss you in my living room.

we don't have much room.
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room to live.


my Konstantine.
  • Current Music
    Konstantine - Something Corporate

if you could be my punk rock princess....

A FEW NEW YORK PICTURES STOLEN FROM SHELLIE HERE!!!!! PRETTY HANDS IS IN HERE TOO!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!! i'll be getting mine in a few days, so expect more by Thursday-ish. these pictures are a tad blurry bc Shellie's were massively large and i didn't want them to take up a butt load of space so i resized them. if anybody wants the non-blurry images than IM me and i'll give them to you ...not sure why you'd want them, but okay. oh Corey, i must speak with you tonight about this weekend. it's important, so remind me later please love <3

enjoy

<3 xoxoxo

....i would be your garage band kingCollapse )

hm ...so what are you doing November 5th?

so ...any plans for November 5th?

if not, i know where you should be ...at fucking Longhorn Saloon at 6 PM with $7, that's where you should be!

why, may you ask?

i'll give you 3 reasons why...

-The Red Affair

-The Fury

-Saosin

be there bitches! AN AWESOME SHOW IS GOING DOOOOWWWNNN! and if you see me there talk to me bc i'm oh so cool and love you all! <33333333

there's your promo Dani! hehe <3
  • Current Music
    Everything - Lifehouse

you know me too well, she's sorry and i can tell

hm ...i got bored and went through with getting a new AIM s/n. it's perfctinsilencex you may add me if you please, go nuts, not it'd bother me and it's not like alot of people talk to me on AIM, so it's quite alright. but if you feel the need, add me and talk to me or devotedly stare at my screen name and jump anytime i sign on or off or go away, whatever you choose to do is good. later kiddos
  • Current Music
    Screenwriting An Apology - Hawthorne Heights

Friends Only

this is still going to remain as Friends Only bc there's stuff that i don't want everyone to know and stuff. if you feel the need to read on it, comment to be added and i'll prolly add you. i'm gonna go finish this Journal now. later

  • Current Music
    Without You Here - Finch